i just woke up in my fucking car. again. for the ntetth time. I done even know what to feel which i guess is good, maybe by e th etime I figure it out I wont be so numb inside.
I guess whatever it wants me to do, the west coast isnt part of it, because I'm in New York right now. I was in a park. Some state park called john BOyd something, I can't remember. i cant remembe rmuch anmyore. I just know I want to get out of here. I think I hurt someone. there are scratches all over me I can only assume are from another person, and I don't want to stick around long enougho to find otu who it was, so i"m heading down the east coast, i think thats what it wants me to do. I canfeel it inside my brain, but more than that. like itemptied me out and its sitting in there waiting to take control. in my skin. I twants me to go in that direction, so i'll go
it wants me to update, so I'll update.
