I keep having this recurring dream, its’ really w   haven tslept in days.  I ca’n’t explain what im scared of really, it’s not really that scary when I really think about it it just se e ms like wheneever I have one of these dreams I wake up an d   abun ch of time has paseed  I lost my job.  I know it sounds ridiculous and my shrink saysi that it does too but I think HE HAS Something to do with it he’s making me sese these things for some reason< I think the girls in my dream are real and HESI THERE doing the same thing to them but worse

att first I thought that maybe they were just something that I was seeing an they didn’t mean anything but  I found a video on my computer with one of them in it.

HE’s been here I know it, one of my bo oksi s missinG?

Apologieze for the last post, tired

(hopefully)My last post

It's been a while since I signed into this account... really, I'd kind of hoped that this would never be something I had to post on again, but I got some e-mails and I decided to give an update on where I am and what's going on. I decided to stay in North Dakota.  Despite what brought me here, I'm actually doing really well, and I haven't seen Him since.  I got a job and I'm seeing a good psychiatrist, they gave me medication that makes me feel good.  Things are going great.  Even the dreams have stopped.  So hopefully, all of the stuff in the last post was behind me.  I'd still love to talk to ANYONE 241142712202710412210272111194221011271221276222127122721111221427121627171202127 122127128271227712279122115153271642352742